Dada..I too connected with this deeply and also with what you are saying as well. I feel so alone most of the time as I know no one that understands all of this complexity or even acknowledges it. They are too caught up in the bread and circuses displayed by our political system played out on the MSM. I too have made changes in my life and keep working to improve the amount of physical impact I have on this earth. It doesn't matter if it's for nothing in the end as far as life on this planet. I just have to try. So many times though I just have to remember to allow myself to grieve. I watched a video of Dr Robert Jensen. I enjoy listening to him as he philosophizes on where we are at as a species. He mentions the grief he feels and acknowledges we must come to terms with with that grief also. Here we are standing on the precipice of Abrupt Climate Change and yet we are still arguing over whether it's real or not. That's when I step back and realize I can only be responsible for my consciousness and soul and continue going in the direction I am.

Thank you for allowing me to post my feelings.

Beautiful thoughts, Maggie! Thank you for sharing.