The writing is so beautiful. The details of trying to recall something that sparks familiarity so deeply woven into your being that you can't tell if it is from a past life, then the sudden realization of the memory that turns out to be a very ordinary and mundane thing from your childhood. That reminds me of watching Bambi in my grandmother's tv den, on those foldable wooden tv dinner trays in a big rocker with ugly orange and brown plaid fabric. Everyday, or maybe it was only a handful of times that had a profound impact, I would come in after school (preschool?) and my Nonna would fix me a "snack" that I would sit there to eat and watch Bambi. I don't remember what all of the meals were, or even if I liked them, but the food was important. Without the food there was no ritual, the act of my Nonna preparing and sharing food with me in a careful thought out way was how I understood love. I had forgotten about that until reading this.